"Her Enigmatic Smile”
(love letter)


Falling in love with you came quickly ... unexpectedly one lovely (loving) evening.

I didn't know exactly what it was that I was feeling on that day (in that time and place), but I recognized that it was something I'd never experienced before. In this lifetime (you see), I thought that I was broken -- or that there was something basically wrong with me (since I just had never felt the depth of loving someone in the way I believed was possible). I was simply drifting.

Mine was a sea of loneliness until I met you.

I held onto the hope of finding she who was missing in me, and then she unexpectedly walked into my life with her enigmatic smile and gentile graces.

She is you.

You have illuminated my hopes and dreams. Your eyes sparkle and speak of forever, and have captivated my heart. And then I met a child, whose rapport with my own, gleefully awakened him to a special new playmate with whom to laugh and build sandcastles … on a glorious beach (beneath the protection and safe-haven rainbow of childhood).

Your eyes of forever bewitched my eagerness just as quickly. The man within me awakened to the incredible wonder of a special new lover with whom to share passion's flower and dreams in the exciting light of love's first kiss and enduring embrace.

Your eyes of forever enchanted my soul, and the ancient one within me awakened to discover the awesome joy of a special new best friend with whom to share the timelessness of love's promise (in the wondrous light and glow on the shores of our forever).

I was suddenly and completely brand new.

All the sad events from my past just faded away into the mist of time, and only matter now -- in the sense that they had somehow brought you (magically) into my life.

-ooOoo-

For you see, I will never stop falling in love with you.

We are now embarked upon a journey of discovery and fascination (which I pray will never end). I have realized that I am the right one for you, and that you are the right one for me. I choose to let love and understanding in -- and offer the simple truth, so that own "now", simply may "be". For you are good for me, and because our focus and our priorities are so completely harmonious.

My love for you is no longer any grand mystery. It's a truly mystical treasure (for all to see) one that will always be a part of me (and you are now part of my life).

I'll always remember our first laughter, our first dreams, and that miraculous first love (so that the event will embellish every single day for the rest of our lives). I wish to know and experience such a love and the absolute belief in it, and to remain "safe" and to offer "safe", and to ensure that we are both beyond the reach and ravages of unhappiness.

Your love is the beginning of my understanding of you, and the unconditional love of the limitless possibilities within its very existence.

Oh, my dearest -- I will remember falling in love with you each and every day -- henceforth towards our forever.

Copyright ©April 2003 - Robert C. Kuhmann - All Rights Reserved.